When I talk to myself I end up asking questions rather than just stating something. Some of the endless questions I've been asking myself are: How do you remove an important person from your life? How can you just walk away and remove them as a VIP from your life? Do you erase all the memories you shared? Do you forget all the good times? What do you do with all that information you unknowingly picked up about them?...Like their likes, their dislikes...How do you move away and not look back? What happens to all the things that remind you of them? They're gone from your life but they've taken a piece of you with them .They have reached deep down and seen you for who you are and you've done the same for them. After all that acceptance, fights, tears and love. Where do all these feelings go? How many times can a broken heart heal itself? How many times can you pick yourself up and dust yourself off?
I've heard too many answers to my questions resulting in the same: Time! True, time can heal almost all wounds but what if the wounds never reach the wounds stage and continue to be scabs? You have to be willing to let go before you can let your pain heal. Sometimes no matter how much time passes, it just feels like there's no end to the hurt you experience. Eventually the person fades away from your life only to be replaced by another. But the pain when you think of them may decrease...But it never goes away. It never completely goes away. I suppose that's why people say it takes courage to give your heart and yourself over to someone else. What they do with it is a chance you're going to have to take. Is it all worth it? All the shit you put yourself through for 'love'?
I've experienced too much in life to say a simple 'yes' to that question. Maybe my day has yet to come. The day when I will be able to say 'Yes, all those years of pain and heartbreak and bullshit were worth it....You made it worth it!'
#AlwaysABeliever
I've heard too many answers to my questions resulting in the same: Time! True, time can heal almost all wounds but what if the wounds never reach the wounds stage and continue to be scabs? You have to be willing to let go before you can let your pain heal. Sometimes no matter how much time passes, it just feels like there's no end to the hurt you experience. Eventually the person fades away from your life only to be replaced by another. But the pain when you think of them may decrease...But it never goes away. It never completely goes away. I suppose that's why people say it takes courage to give your heart and yourself over to someone else. What they do with it is a chance you're going to have to take. Is it all worth it? All the shit you put yourself through for 'love'?
I've experienced too much in life to say a simple 'yes' to that question. Maybe my day has yet to come. The day when I will be able to say 'Yes, all those years of pain and heartbreak and bullshit were worth it....You made it worth it!'
#AlwaysABeliever
